i just watched "The Butterfly Effect". it was a great movie but sooooo sad.

it makes you think....

_Patrick

i feel so lathargic

im at a part in the new tony hawk game that i cant beat and i need to beat it to move on in the game, it is frustrating.

i am extrememly hungry and these shorter days make me hungrier because the absense of light not only make me tired quickly, it also makes me feel it is time for dinner.

i hate people who call everything hatecrimes. like that black police man who got shot 5 years ago, it happened and the family still wants money and is mad at the government for not training the cops good enough and a whole bunch of shit. give it up, if it was black people shooting a white guy, this would not be half of the deal that it is the other way around.

...i hate double standards

_Patrick

its depressing when you find out the truth about people when you thought that you could trust them.

Harry i sincerley appreciate you helping me with my math stuff tonite, i really appreciate you as a friend and no matter what i say about you when im pissed, know that you are a true friend.

Friday tomarrow motha fucka!

_Patrick

math is gay, math is gay, math is gay in a gay gay way!

fuck, i went after school today to get help on my math extra credit thing and i totally go it in school but when i got home i drew a total fucken blank. Its so saddening cuz i am naturally stressful and this just makes me more pessimistic.

and on top of that, we are being given a take home task from my math teacher tomarrow and i sincerely hope harry can help me cuz im a nitwit. i dont like math.

I dont know how my grades are in history and CADD but i think theyre B's but i dont know and im just stressing like woah cuz that class was so easy this year and the advanced class is so hard.

i need to stop stressing...

i feel like an emo kids complaining about my life in my sacred livejournal...minus the cutting my wrists, playing acoustic guitar, and dying my hair black

_Patrick

pah, two quizzes today and i did successful on both, holla atcha boi, lets hear it for not studying hard.

Im pissed cuz harrys halloween party is this saturday but i gotta work so i wont be able to get there till 10:30 ish which stinks cuz everyone is gonna be gone by then.

does anyone hate pre calculus as much as I. i see no point in learning it seeing that there will never be a time in the so called "real world", where i would have to find the slope of something or calcluate the distance formula or fing f(x)+g(x). I hate things like that, the things that colleges look at, "oh, he didnt do good in geometry, or physics, we dont want him" but think about it, in the grand scheme of themes, physics, geometry, book reports, dont mean anything and serve no purpose in life. They are just taught to get you into college where you can eventually develop a career. In the book "the giver" my ideal government is realised where a career is given to you and you train for it at a young age, i think like 12 or 13 and you just focus of subjects pertaining to your given career. THis would be good in a perfect world.

_Patrick

Yes, the vikings won today against their inter-divion rival the packers with a 56 yard game ending field goal. Holla atcha boy. They had like 28 seconds at the end of the game with a tie and the ended up getting into field goal range. its amazing.

anyways i heard the new a change of pace song and it is awesome.

anyways, im just excited about the vikings.

_Patrick

i don't like racist people. I may drop an occasional racist joke but then appologize or say i am just kidding or something of that nature. But sometimes people go too far. Its all good though

tomarrow is friday and i got no tests, no quizzes, no homework (hopefully)

no homecoming for me either.. oh well

_patrick

gahhhh, chemistry test tomarrow adnd i gotta go study.

does anyone read this?

Yea, my basement got flooded. Not bad compared to other people, like right above my feet. And alot of stuff got ruined like my guitar amp but thank god my computer was on top of a desk or the trouve family would be a few hundred dollars poorer, is that how much computers cost? eh, u get the drift.

Yea so spanish quiz today was a success, i got a 107 so im pretty souped. But i had to do my history paper today when i got home because my computer had not been set up and i wanted to do it this past weekend cuz i hate procrastinating.

So, its gonna be wednesday which means halfway through the week.

I went to the college fair this past weekend and i have looked at a few ones that i was really interested in such as the following:
-PC
-Springfield College
-Elmire College
-Keene State
-Plymouth State
-ELON

Yea, cuz college isnt till 2 years but it will come sooner than later ya know. Alright i gotta vacumm the living room rug before i get owned by the papa-unit. lol

_Patrick

Ugh, stupid me, i keep forgetting to repost stuff for a specific reason...

..oh yea now i remember, nothing in my life is exciting lol.

Its kind of frustrating, the same schedule day after day:
school
homework
work/computer/ps2
dinner
sleep

now dont get me wrong, some cool things are added in on the weekends or even tonite actually. Tonite ya boii Ptrazzy will be dining at the Venus DiMilo (Sp?). yea its some fancy smancy restaurant in mass where the IBPAT(International brotherhood of painters and allied trades) is putting on a retirement for my dad. He deserves it, he did work for them for 35 years so its real cool for him. Its gonna be kinda boring cuz its all adults seeing its like $50 a person (minues my family cuz we free). But it gets me out of the house.

Tomarrow is my mom and dad's friend's retirement party at like 2 but i got work tomarrow so we arent staying long.

And the constant thing with homecoming is on my mind, i gotta ask some lucky lady lol. if not its all good.

_Patrick